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date: 3.14.03 time: 7.57p mood: artistic subject: a poem by yours truly Drudgery Home is where the heart is, I guess that's what they say But my heart isn't at home, It seems so far away. Everytime I see you, I feel it call to me, Tells me it never wants to leave you, Forever more it wants to stay. Everyday I see you, I feel empty inside, I feel like life is toying with me, It makes me want to cry. So I drudge through this meaningless existence, Alone and undefined, Waiting for that perfect moment, When I'll be yours, and you'll be mine. laterdayz... jake date: 3.13.03 time: 8.20p mood: lonely subject: amazing...  What month should you have been born in? this quiz was made by Erin amazing.... i dunno how, but i got the right month AND it describes me so rite... amazing... laterdayz... jake date: 3.11.03 time: 10.50p mood: lonely subject: gotta love the song... everybody loves somebody dean martin Everybody loves somebody sometime Everybody falls in love somehow Something in your kiss just told me That sometime is now Everybody finds somebody someplace There«s no telling where love may appear Something in my heart keeps saying My someplace is here If I had it in my power I«d arrange for every girl to have you charms Then every minute, every hour Everybody would find what I found in your arms Everybody loves somebody sometime And though my dreams were overdue Your love made it all worth waiting For someone like you If I had it in my power I«d arrange for every girl to have you charms Then every minute, every hour Everybody would find what I found in your arms Everybody loves somebody sometime And though my dreams were overdue Your love made it all worth waiting For someone like you laterdayz... jake date: 3.10.03 time: 8.29p mood: pissed off subject: what a weekend.. well.. actually.. it wasn't that amazing of a weekend.. it was pretty usual... but i wasn't able to go online... and saturday was awesome... where to begin.... hmmm... let's start with the only part of my weekend worth talking about... SATURDAY! ok.. i have to admit it... saturday night was the best night out that i've EVER had.. connie can vouch for me on that.. it was just so totally awesome... i got to the theater early... cause.. yea.. that's me.. but i didn't think that it'd be THAT long till they would get there... they all got there like 10 minutes before the movie started... hehe.. but it was cool.. got lots of excercise walking in circles, listening to this country group... and then they finally showed up and we went in.. natt and i missed the beginning of the opening overture because we were waiting for her pretzel.. but it's cool.. chicago is such an awesome movie.. they do it so well.. and it's just an all out fun movie... cell block tango is soo awesome.. and mama's song.. (tit for tat.. hahaha)... it was fun... then after we went over to rick's and natt almost got us lost (west, natt, west!) hehe.. it was cool... there was this bayou-type band playing and the guy playing the washboard was really having a lot of fun... he walked out to his car while he was singing and got something while he was there and then just started dancing out there.. that was funny... hehe... then we went over to penny lane and natt bought her first cd's ever.. hehe.. it's funny hearing that, huh? well.. hehe.. somethings are just like that.. hehe.. after that we walked to coldstones and natt and lisa shared something that made connie mad cause she thought they took the last brownie.. and then connie and will shared something that had a brownie.. hehe... and i had an italian rasberry sorbet with a waffle cone.. hehe.. that was good.. but the gurl behing the counter seemed angry or something cause she was all like WHAT? you want a WHAT?... hehe.. that was funny... and that was just about it...on the way home i talked to connie for like 15 miuntes on the phone.. my longest phone conversation.. and i told her something she was all jazzed about.. hehe.. DON"T TELL ANYONE! hehe... that was about it... hehe... laterdayz... jake date: 3.3.03 time: 9.55p mood: lonely subject: a while.. well.. it's been a while since i've updated.. quite a few days actually.. nothing exciting really... i was talking with pierre the other day and i figured out the perfect date.. and i even have the perfect person that i could take.... i just wish that i could.... i miss her so much... but i realized something today... i love her.. i love her with all my heart... unlike i've ever loved anyone before.. but i won't try.. because i know she's happy and i would never do anything that would jeopardize her happiness... because it's her happiness that's the most important thing in the world to me, not mine... it's that simple... amazing, huh? .: sigh :. i just wish i could tell her.. i just wish that she could understand.. and that he could understand that he treats her like shit and that he should just give up on a relationship that he doesn't deserve anyways... but i won't ever tell him or her that... ever... because i care about her happiness to much to worry about my own.. love is amazing... it's unlike any other feeling in the world... it's amazing... it allows you to put your entire life and well-being aside in order for that person that you love to be happy... American Heritage Dictionary defines love as: "A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness." But love is so much more.. love is something that can't be truly defined.. it is something that you have to experiance for yourself.. and if you don't have the amazing fortune to experiance love in its fullest, then you havn't lived life to its fullest.. love is like air.. it something that the world cannot to without.. you need love to survive.. the world needs love to survive.. and if the world is ever without love, then the world has many many problems to worry about.. because without love... well, life just isn't worth living... laterdayz... jake date: 3.3.03 time: 4.40p mood: lonely subject: my heart...  Your Heart is Blue What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla yea.. that's me.... laterdayz... jake date: 2.27.03 time: 6.37p mood: lonely subject: uggh.. well... it's been a pretty boring couple of days.. except i got hit in the head by david milltemen's penny.. dumb aber.. i'll get him.. mark my words i'll get him... hehe.. anyways.. yea.. that was about it.. i was really worried about cathy today.. but.. not much i can do about it.. sigh.. imma write a poem about her... guess i'll just have to wait and see how long it takes.. laterdayz... jake date: 2.25.03 time: 9.52p mood: thoughtful, anxious subject: again... hehe.. well.. once again i've put my site up... o well.. hehe.. i decided to just make it a mirror for now... o well.. we'll wait and see.. boring day.. watching smallville... laterdayz... jake |
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